Sunday, November 15, 2009
I guess the best way is always to depend on God for things in your life. I'm not afraid to admit that its hard sometimes to live life. Hey, who says it's ever easy. I'm blessed with a job, blessed with wonderful parents, blessed to have GTC as my church and blessed to have a life to live for a purpose. Although I do not know what that purpose is, but I'm sure its something great.
I'm not the best, never will be one. But what I do know is that I will never stop giving what I can give. I know I'm not ready. But I am preparing myself, to give the very best. Will be praying, thinking and watching, so that of all the things I've said will come to past.
All of this I leave it in God's hands
9:35 PM, & i live by faith and not by sight for you
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
I still wonder those anybody read this blog.
Been thinking alot lately, due to the fact of what my current situation is. I do wonder what a relationship is. I do wonder what is takes to make a relationship work. I do question God, what must I do to make the person stay with me. To me, I believe that if you love a person with all your heart and give your best, she will be yours no matter what. I believe that if you are committed to a relationship, it will be honoured. I believe that if you assured the person you love that you will be there no matter what, he/she will be touched and be loved and be thankful that there is someone there who cares and love them.
Well, I will continue to be the person I am even though I am hurt all the time. Maybe due to my stubborn nature or maybe thats my character. To love my girlfriend with all of my heart. That's me, that's Jared Chan. Yes I am such a fool. Because I believe there is someone for everyone.
Will someone accept the person I am? I really don't know. But thoughts will always go to my head telling me that maybe I'm not good enough that's why my relationships failed. No one will accept Jared Chan. No one will want to be with me. Well, that's just my thoughts. I do wonder who reads this. Hai, I know I'm not good enough for you, but you don't have to do this way.
10:35 PM, & i live by faith and not by sight for you
Friday, August 29, 2008
a look from a far, a space in between. imagination fills the mind, deep thoughts running through. a sense of hope arise, but yet unsure. can it happen or can it not, that's the question. days passed as quick as it came, inside never change. a smile, a tear, touches the heart. a simple look, a simple glance, all it needs.
air was cleared, dust was settled. an unexpected outcome, an expected response. morale was low, but head up high. time passed, all was normal. a ring and a buzz, an unexpected outcome, an expected response. a gift, a blessing. silent was made, waiting will be. time has to be right, time has to be perfect. cannot lose, cannot let go. be here always, forevermore
7:29 PM, & i live by faith and not by sight for you
Saturday, August 23, 2008
I must say that I am really blessed. I am really fortunate. Never take what God has given me for granted. Yes we will have our ups and downs. But its the downs that make us appreciate the ups. I am blessed thats all I can say.
10:26 PM, & i live by faith and not by sight for you
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
This morning as i was reading the newspaper, I came across this article of a couple married for 51 years. The thing that kept their marriage for so long(from what the couple says) is the word sorry. A simple 5 letter word but yet the hardest word to say in this mordern times.
We always want our rights and we don't want to be at the losing end. But the bible teaches us that we should give up all that. Lay down at the cross and follow Him. The hardest thing for a person to let go is not money or relationships or even family, its the ego. Would let your ego be bruised? We would always want things to go our way or go for things that benefit us, thus the word jaded comes in.
We all hate to be used and in the end be jaded. So its best to treat the individual with heart and love. I love the people I love. So if there is anyone whom they feel I make them jaded, I apologise, I'm sorry.
I Love My Goldfish(:
12:55 PM, & i live by faith and not by sight for you
Friday, April 18, 2008
I Love My Goldfish (:
12:30 PM, & i live by faith and not by sight for you
Monday, April 07, 2008
Yes, yes i know its been a loooooooooong while since i last blogged. So for those who has been stalking my blog, the long wait is over.
Yeah, God has been good to me. Of couse i didn't and will never expect what God has in store for me. I'm just amazed of how good His timing is. It's human nature to control our lives, our destiny(i almost spelled density) and our fate. It's because we are too caught up with what we are trying to do, we are blind by the fact that God has already done it for you. True, we cant sit on our butts and do nothing. But what i'm trying to say its that, we must trust God with our lives. When you thought you have all the answers, God can change the question. I never thought my life will be this way, be a facilitator in Teen Edge, a potential leader in Jordanites, a worship leader and etc.. And if any teen from Teen Edge is reading this blog, i wanna say that you are the greatest bunch of people i can ever be with. Do not waste your youth, use it for God.
I can really say that God is really real in my life. My bass teacher always tell me whenever i perform is 'Expect the Unexpected'. I think that can be use in my life too. Whatever happens, happen. I can only put it in God's hands.
All i can do is pray. Of course there are questions inside, but i guess only God knows the answer.
So here i am, an ordinary person leading an ordinary life with an ordinary environment but having an extraordinary God.peaceout
2:33 PM, & i live by faith and not by sight for you
