Tuesday, July 21, 2009
I still wonder those anybody read this blog.
Been thinking alot lately, due to the fact of what my current situation is. I do wonder what a relationship is. I do wonder what is takes to make a relationship work. I do question God, what must I do to make the person stay with me. To me, I believe that if you love a person with all your heart and give your best, she will be yours no matter what. I believe that if you are committed to a relationship, it will be honoured. I believe that if you assured the person you love that you will be there no matter what, he/she will be touched and be loved and be thankful that there is someone there who cares and love them.
Well, I will continue to be the person I am even though I am hurt all the time. Maybe due to my stubborn nature or maybe thats my character. To love my girlfriend with all of my heart. That's me, that's Jared Chan. Yes I am such a fool. Because I believe there is someone for everyone.
Will someone accept the person I am? I really don't know. But thoughts will always go to my head telling me that maybe I'm not good enough that's why my relationships failed. No one will accept Jared Chan. No one will want to be with me. Well, that's just my thoughts. I do wonder who reads this. Hai, I know I'm not good enough for you, but you don't have to do this way.
10:35 PM, & i live by faith and not by sight for you
