Friday, March 31, 2006
Everything is in such a mess now. You know what, i think i will stay out off it. Dont wanna be a part of it anymore. I thought i was helping, but in the end i feel like a piece of cow dung. All feel like acting as reasonable adluts but actually, all are acting like little kids. If anyone dont like what you are reading now, then might as well dont continue reading. Sorry, not feeling in the best of moods.
Maybe i should mind my own business, because what do i get by helping others who dont want to help themselves. Yea, i should mind my own business. Get damn good at the bass, get gigs, play bass all the time. Because i do enjoy playing bass, it nv bores me. Everytime i play, i forget the things around me. Be ignorant with the things around me. Dance with the music, go with the flow,enjoy what God has given you.
Should i think for myself more? Or should i always be there when someone needs me? I hate those questions that u cannot give a proper answer to. If i think for myself, people say im selfish but i will not be in a whirlwind of confusion and hurt but if i think for people, i will not be selfish but i will be trapped of confusion and hurt. What should i do? Tell me what should i do. To help or not to help.
Featured song - Wonderful Tonight by Eric Clapton. peaceout
1:17 AM, & i live by faith and not by sight for you
